11.29.2003
OK, more photos!! I scanned a couple of really recent pictures for Friendster... which you people should join, btw.... grrrr... haha. Anyways, the first is Kate, me and Jeremey in TORONTO (and don't worry I have some more great pics from the trip)!! I'm a little happy in the picture... hahaha. The second is my friend Dana and me!! Sorry Josh... no pics of Colleen... hahaha... We never hang out anymore. :( She's in INDIA right now!!! Weeee!!
You people should give me pictures of yourselves!! > : (
...20 more days still I leave .... ahhhh... can't wait.... Speaking of friends, I'm a bit peeved with one of mine right now. She's always judging me, it feels like. SIGH!!! It's my personality. Everyone thinks of me as their little sister :(.
You people should give me pictures of yourselves!! > : (
...20 more days still I leave .... ahhhh... can't wait.... Speaking of friends, I'm a bit peeved with one of mine right now. She's always judging me, it feels like. SIGH!!! It's my personality. Everyone thinks of me as their little sister :(.
11.28.2003
Awww, these pictures are so heartwarming... Mattie (goalfrog) showed them to me... haha I'm sure that you frankly don't care about the second pic, but I decided to throw it in for kicks!:
11.24.2003
meow mix
Don't worry Ceej, I think all teenagers are confused about their lives.
Though I am perfectly satisfied at Ithaca College (nicknamed "IK" by Cornell students because we are all stupid and can't spell "college), I looked up a million schools last night. Then I went back to my original plan of dropping out for a year and working somewhere as a waitress and doing drugs and spending my money on music shows and "discovering" myself. Then I thought about travelling to Europe. Then I thought about just going to Oregon and working at a grocery store for the rest of my life. Then I thought about the future. What the hell am I going to do with a degree (if I get one)? Where do I want to live? Am I going to marry? Am I going to get ill? Will my birds love me???
Ahhhhh and I hate school right now. I hate the beauracracy. I hate grades. I hate being told what to do. I hate having to have my mom sign a "parental consent form" even though I'm 19. I hate not being technically allowed to drink. I hate the media. I hate feeling ugly and stupid, because not only do I go to a crappy school, it's full of gorgeous party girls. I hate gossip. I hate misunderstandings. I hate feeling like I made a mistake when I was a senior in high school -- how the heck are TEENAGERS supposed to know WHAT they want to do with their lives???
Anyways.... I have to be at the old people's home in 3 minutes, and walking there takes 10-15... so Imma peace out now.
BYE, my fellow confused plebians!!
Though I am perfectly satisfied at Ithaca College (nicknamed "IK" by Cornell students because we are all stupid and can't spell "college), I looked up a million schools last night. Then I went back to my original plan of dropping out for a year and working somewhere as a waitress and doing drugs and spending my money on music shows and "discovering" myself. Then I thought about travelling to Europe. Then I thought about just going to Oregon and working at a grocery store for the rest of my life. Then I thought about the future. What the hell am I going to do with a degree (if I get one)? Where do I want to live? Am I going to marry? Am I going to get ill? Will my birds love me???
Ahhhhh and I hate school right now. I hate the beauracracy. I hate grades. I hate being told what to do. I hate having to have my mom sign a "parental consent form" even though I'm 19. I hate not being technically allowed to drink. I hate the media. I hate feeling ugly and stupid, because not only do I go to a crappy school, it's full of gorgeous party girls. I hate gossip. I hate misunderstandings. I hate feeling like I made a mistake when I was a senior in high school -- how the heck are TEENAGERS supposed to know WHAT they want to do with their lives???
Anyways.... I have to be at the old people's home in 3 minutes, and walking there takes 10-15... so Imma peace out now.
BYE, my fellow confused plebians!!
Don't forget the time you simply sat in Josh's car and cut your finger. Then you shook it and blood got on my face! You sicko!!!!!!!!!
Anyways, day 2 or 3 staying on campus for Thanksgiving. Maybe I SHOULD go to New Joisey for break.... hmmmm...
Oh and I hung out with a boy on Saturday... had a good time. Don't have an attraction to him though, at least "not yet". WAHAHAHA. I AM BOY CRAZYYYYY
OMG: and I just had a revelation: What if Michael Jackson is being set up??? Seems like it'd be easy.... Have your kid get you 15 minutes of fame and 15 million... I dunno. Child abuse is AWFUL. But so is the media. And I just want to think that my talented MJ simply isn't that stupid.
Anyways, day 2 or 3 staying on campus for Thanksgiving. Maybe I SHOULD go to New Joisey for break.... hmmmm...
Oh and I hung out with a boy on Saturday... had a good time. Don't have an attraction to him though, at least "not yet". WAHAHAHA. I AM BOY CRAZYYYYY
OMG: and I just had a revelation: What if Michael Jackson is being set up??? Seems like it'd be easy.... Have your kid get you 15 minutes of fame and 15 million... I dunno. Child abuse is AWFUL. But so is the media. And I just want to think that my talented MJ simply isn't that stupid.
